Wednesday, March 3, 2010

looking up

I have a job interview tomorrow.  You would think that after a year and one month of unemployment I would be excited right?  Ugh.  Not so much.  Don't get me wrong I feel really good about it and I am SO VERY grateful for the opportunity.  I have already spoken to the woman quite a bit.  I think the job would be a good fit for me and them.  I think I am just the person they could use!  I am just having a hard time being positive about it.  I don't like change.  I tend to shy away from new things. 

I have worked for a family friend for the last 6 years.  I am used to working in a relaxed, casual, family like atmosphere .  I always know where I stand, how I am doing, and what's going on.  I like that security.  Right now I feel like I have none.  That's hard

My friend and another friend of ours have started a new company  (in a new industry) and when the time comes I have a job with them.  The time just hasn't come yet.  There are some great (huge actually) opportunities on the horizon for them and it seems like it's just a matter of time and there will be for me to.  Possibly an opportunity to even relocate.  Something I have been wanting to do for a while!  Right now I am just waiting and searching for a job.  I rather just be waiting, but that's not an option.  There are bills to be paid!  I dislike the idea of finding a job and then quitting it in the near future.  I'm not a quitter, but I wouldn't turn down an opportunity to work for my friends' company.  

As hard as it might be and as nervous and worried as I am, I am trying hard to remain positive.  I have a good feeling about the future.  I have some big goals that I hope to start working towards very soon (more on that later).  I am trusting that everything is happening at this time for a reason.  And if I get this job it will just be a stepping stone to reaching my goals, whether it's for the short term or long term we shall see.

I think things are finally beginning to look up and I am moving full steam ahead!

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